Your heaven's trying everything To break me down 'Cause it's almost like And I can't seem to find my way home To keep me out Your heavens trying everything Another day in this carnival of souls Another nights ends, end as quickly as it goes The memories

It's hard enough being alone Sitting here by the phone Waiting for my memories To come and play It's hard enough sitting there Rockin' in your rockin' chair It's all too much for me to take When you're not there I'm older than I wish to be

Yo side, yo side, yo side, On your side of the bed On, yo side of the bed Yo side, yo side, yo side, yo side, On yo side of the bed Its not the same without you here (it's so lonely there) I don't wanna sleep if you ain't here

I stand, I fall, I bounce off these four walls You laugh, you leave Is this how its gonna be It's fine for you and not for me Did you even care at all You stand, I fall I asked you to stay But you said there's no way I begged -- you call

No matter how many battles I been in and won No matter how many magazines on my nuts No matter how many MC's I end up Oh, it's never enough No matter how many MC's I end up There's not much you could do or say to phase me People think I'm a little bit

It's a mystery to me, the game commences For the usual fee, plus expenses Confidential information, it's a diary This is my investigation, it's not a public inquiry I go checking out the reports, digging up the dirt You get to meet all sorts in this line

Waste my time Not so sure that I'll be yours And baby you could be mine It's all about hanging out Cause you know how to waste my time Friends are telling me I lost my mind When I hooked up with you Maybe that's true They say that I'll wake up one day

Tell your friends not to think aloud Until they swallow Whisper things into my brain Your voice sounds so hollow I am not a leader of men Since I prefer to follow Do you think I could have a drink Since it's so hard to swallow So hard to swallow

You know I'll never go As long as I know It's coming straight from the heart Give it to me straight from the heart Tell me we could make another start I could start dreaming but it never ends As long as you're gone we may as well pretend I've been

You know that's not the way that it's supposed to be Oh no, no no no no I never want to see you crying over me Treating your love like I don't response Time in deed, caught up on me Trapped in your tears Please set me free I plea Making you feel like