I'm holding the world in my hand I got to believe Dark and dirty Like you have never seen A mind so twisted With thoughts so unclean. My heart is racing All tattered and torn I stand here naked

Round and round Till you show me what this life is for I won’t run away this time I’m not gonna let you change my mind You don’t have to hold your head up high We are all living the same way We are escaping the same way We are a part of the same play

Have I been holding on too strong? Is it our heavy handed love Keeping us from moving on? I'm not ready to go tonight Maybe I'm coming off all wrong It's only getting harder Talking to you without falling down And this house keeps getting darker We used

And breathe me Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me, I am small, Help, I have done it again I, have been here many times before Hurt, myself again today And the worst part is there's no one else to blame I'm needy, wrap me up oh

The smoking gun is what I’ve found The dirt I have on you is the ground Wish that I didn’t have to see a confidant as an enemy Now the truth is a ball and chain Holding my conscience to the flame Covered up, but still I know The secret of the life you’re

And you, why you wanna stay? Oh my God! Have you listened to me lately? There are some nights I hold on to every note I ever wrote Some nights, I say "fuck it all" and stare at the calendar Waiting for catastrophes, imagine when they scare me Into

So I let go, lose control Holding on to something That I know I can't control And I could not have it any other way Restless anxious is all I've known Defenseless against this This changes in my soul What was once reluctance soon becomes the will to grow

Behold, as Rome burns so do I This not the last empire to crumble I bore witness to rise and fall of tribes of Adonai And I have fallen short of a glory of God Lord of hosts, whore of salvation Tear the skies as you spread your legs Vomit forth upon my

Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, unfold me I am small, and needy Warm me up, and breathe me Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And the worst part is there's no one else to blame Ouch, I have lost myself

I love my baby like a bull dog loves his bone Last night she got crazy, called me up on the phone Said, "Come on over, daddy 'Cause I hates drinkin' alone" Said, "I had me a little and I had to have a little more Try to get up, could not get out the door