If I could only kill a word Bend my body, break my bones Use staff and rod to turn me black and blue 'Cause you can't unhear, you can't unsay But if were up to me to change I'd turn lies and hate to love and truth If I could kill a word and watch it die

I can see the lights in front of me Free yourself to be yourself Hey now, do you know my name Hey now, where I'm going If I can't get an answer In your eyes I see it The lights of home If only you could If only you could see yourself

But lets forget all that And give me the number if you can find it So I can call just to tell him I'm fine And to show, I overcome the blow I learned to take it well I only wish my words could just convince myself That it just wasn't real Operator, could

Here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone And I'll keep livin' the life Living the dream on my own. We could all live the dream I ain't wasting no more time Funny how things change Yet they

If only we could, You and Me in, Run away to La La La La La Land, Ooh, fuck it let them talk about us, Let them talk about us, Oh they wanna play rough, You and me in La La La La La Land, We'll be safe in La La La La La Land, These Hollywood dreams

When your heart's not open Mm, if I could melt your heart Mm, we'd never be apart Mm, give yourself to me Mm, you hold the key You're frozen You only see what your eyes want to see How can life be what you want it to be You're so consumed with how much

I think that I'm going insane So drink up, so shoot in So glad that you could be so blind So pain told you to take her Well I learned to accept that feeling 'Cause I found how to numb it If only for just a short while I'd get so high I'd forget my name I

You were always the only one If you never believe anything else I ever say Wish I could say, I could say I've been looking for you my whole life But I never believed, I never dreamed, I never knew anything could feel this right I got a past I couldn't

Sometimes I can't believe it I'm moving past the feeling again If I could have it back All the time that we wasted I'd only waste it again You know I would love to waste it again Waste it again and again and again Well, I've got to ask Sometimes I can't

Something's got a hold on me I can't let it go Right, right, right, right Right, right, right Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding If we could only understand it all, would we feel no pain? God must feel no pain Does this mean even our