But surely not today Someday I won't be afraid of my head Someday I will not be chained to my bed Someday I’ll forget the day he left One day I won't need a PhD To sit me down and tell me what it all means Maybe one day it'll be a breeze, ah But surely

Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to It's not true Tell me I've been lied to

You can't take my youth away This soul of mine will never break As long as I wake up today Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate No, I won't let it change me Here I am, stuck on this couch Scrolling through my notes Heart was broken, still not growing,

Soon you'll not remember anything Because father it's always today But then someday neither will I Tomorrow though is nothing to fear Life won't flash before your eyes Instead we'll fall away then melt like snow The secret storms of your wild youth Now

You can't take my youth away This soul of mine will never break As long as I wake up today Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate No, I won't let it change me Here I am, stuck on this couch Scrolling through my notes Heart was broken, still not growing,

Blame the family Blame the bully Blame it on me Maybe he needed to be wanted Maybe she needed to be wanted He wakes up haunted With voices in his head Nobody knows it But today he won't go unnoticed

Nothing matters but the pain Nothing matters but the pain, you're all alone The never ending night when you're awake There will be the time to crack another smile Maybe not today or for a while But we're holding on you won't forget some day You can't

I just don't understand The ways of the world today Sometimes I feel Like there's nothing to live for So I'm longing for the days of yesterday Won't somebody tell me Remember back in the time When the only sign we had was pickets But now in '94, it be

And the daffodils look lovely today, Ooh, in your eyes I can see the disguise. Holding on, that's what I do since I met you. And it won't be long. Would you notice if I left you? And it's fine for some 'cause you're not the one, You're not the one

I wont, cause I came too far I won't let you lock me down I won't let you push me 'round I won't let you stop me now I won't let you ruin my day I won't let you stop my pain I won't , no not today! I wont , cause I came too far