Looking back I still have so many questions So many things unanswered Like what did I do? What could I do? Was there ever a moment you cared? Or was I always ugly and abandoned Remember all the times you wished me harm You wished me dead How could I have

You you you you So don't tell me you love me Just don't tell me you love me You're gonna make it too hard for me I wish you were ugly It'd wouldn't be so hard to leave 'Cause baby I hate to, love you I can't make up my mind 'Cause right when I tell you