I wish that we could do it all again I never dreamed I'd spend one night alone by myself You've got to find out where you belong again So many times I said it was forever Said our love would always be true Somethin' in my heart always knew I'd be lying

Get out of my own way Do I start over, rediscover? Submit to the sweet surrender It's a mind maze All these head games Caught in a cage A complex cage Am I a car on fire? Will I be devoured?

Some things just do not exist Hopeless and distant, we sway side to side In the twisting, I see myself Pixelated, construed, I am reaching out For something, for me to hold on to But I never do Failing, I never will And some days I'll be the evoked of

Panic for a minute Got my brain in a daze I wish you weren't in it There are so many ways To lose your attention You can break everything My mind is on you But so I can take anything If a plane crashed into my room

Passionate from miles away Passive with the things you say Passin' up on my old ways I can't blame you, no, no Fuck that shit 'Cause we're fallin' apart Hold on, hold on, fuck that Hold on, I got to start this mothafuckin' record over again, wait a minute

I lay there in the dark And I close my eyes You saved me the day You came alive You saved me The day you came alive Seems like only yesterday Life belonged to runaways

You will have a pardon Take me to the alley Take me to the afflicted ones Take me to the lonely ones That somehow lost their way Let them hear me say I am your friend Come to my table Rest here in my garden

Beating like a hammer Help I'm alive My heart keeps beating like a hammer They're gonna eat me alive Hard to be soft Tough to be tender Come take my pulse the pace is on a runaway train If you're still alive My regrets are few

Who are you Who who who who I woke up in a Soho doorway The policeman knew my name He said, "You can go sleep at home tonight If you can get up and walk away" I staggered back to the underground The breeze blew back my hair I remembered throwing punches

You can't take my youth away This soul of mine will never break As long as I wake up today Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate No, I won't let it change me Here I am, stuck on this couch Scrolling through my notes Heart was broken, still not growing,