I was spending my time in the doldrums I was caught in a cauldron of hate I felt persecuted and paralyzed I thought that everything else would just wait While you are wasting your time on your enemies Engulfed in a fever of spite Beyond your tunnel

I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should Where is the real me? They must have left I’m lost and it kills me inside When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself?

Goin' all night Why does it feel so right? Let's keep this goin' all night You got me paralyzed and I think I like it Caught me by surprise, I'm not usually like this, no My heart beats a little faster When our eyes meet in the middle of a crowded room

In the heart of the dark Lay down fall away Just cannot move My arms and legs I’m paralyzed Don’t recall how to free Myself from this My face contorted

I’m not taking this tonight Give me back my life I don’t wanna to breathe I don’t want to die I can’t feel I’m paralyzed I can’t breathe I can’t fight I don’t wanna feel like I’m alive All the walls coming down around me Thank God that you finally found

It's purpose now revealed in silence Keep searching, question if this light ends I've been a victim to the blade against myself Bloodletting all of my soul Suck in, paralyzed in this vortex Reduced to silence In the dark I've lingered too long This

Paralyzed by my envy of the night I am lost without you here And outside it looks like rain For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight And nothing I could ever write would help you understand this life There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in

Yeah, I'm gonna do it again! Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life. Paralyzed. Nothing's getting through to me. Hypnotized from all my surroundings. I want to be something I could never be. I want to say things that I could never say.

The answers that I've found Are all the same They uncover questions That still remain What is certain I have ignored And what I know is simple I must be reborn I have spent most of my life Trying to complicate everything that I believe