'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you (Everyone feels so far away from me) (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in

Paralyzed by my envy of the night I am lost without you here And outside it looks like rain For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight And nothing I could ever write would help you understand this life There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in

Is it just my imagination or did you have me believe You're not yourself and you're out of line I'm not myself and I'm out of time You haven't got it, you haven't got it, You haven't got a leg to stand on Was like sticking needles in my eyes Not on your

Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Do you have the time to listen to me whine About nothing and everything all at once I am one of those Melodramatic