If I'm being honest And I'm not gonna tell you that I'm over it 'Cause I think about it every night I'm not sober, and I know I keep these feelings to myself Like I don't need nobody else But you're not the only one on my mind You said I should be honest

But I know I'm gonna get there someday Well its been a year and there so much to tell Been doing alright in spite of myself Just wish I could stop feeling bad when I pray Got that job I was dreaming about Sometimes its tough traveling around But who I

Alone again, naturally In a little while from now If I'm not feeling any less sour I promised myself to treat myself And visit a nearby tower And climbing to the top To throw myself off In an effort to make it clear to who Ever what it's like when you're

And now that I'm without your kisses I'll be needing stitches Needle and the thread You watch me bleed until I can't breathe I'm tripping over myself Gotta get you out of my head Gonna wind up dead Got a feeling that I'm going under But I know that I'll

I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should Where is the real me? They must have left I’m lost and it kills me inside When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself?

When I'm wiser and I'm older All this time I was finding myself I didn't know I was lost So wake me up when it's all over And I didn't know I was lost Feeling my way through the darkness Guided by a beating heart I can't tell where the journey will end

I'm looking for some back and forth with you Are you feeling the same as I do? Now and now and then Now show a little backbone why don't you? Down and out Once upon a time I was somebody else In another life I saw myself Way back then, back when I was

It's forever, this time I know and there's no doubt in my mind But everything about you is tellin' me this time Forever, until my life is through, girl I'll be lovin' you forever I gotta tell you what I'm feelin' inside, I could lie to myself, but it's

And now that I'm without your kisses I'll be needing stitches Needle and the thread You watch me bleed until I can't breathe I'm tripping over myself Gotta get you out of my head Gonna wind up dead Got a feeling that I'm going under But I know that I'll

I'm running low On your love You can see it in my eyes So swollen in time From crying I'm not dealing with myself I'm feeling inside out And I'm frightened I'm over-thinking everything