Oh, the past it wanted me dead Oh, the past tormented me Oh, the past it haunted me But the battle was lost 'Cause I'm still here I'm lighting the long way home Oh, the past it's hauntin' me I'm fighting my ego Lost youth, where did we go wrong?

Let me get this right Feelings I got for you couldn't dry its the truth but You want something new baby(baby) We got a simple thing but its about to change Or will it stay the same maybe(maybe) No matter what the road I pass still as a load Of loves and

Who knows how long I've loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime If you want me to-- I will. For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name But it never really mattered I will always feel the same. Love you forever and forever

I've got to be that someone that you're with Oh god, I want to be that someone that you're with And I can talk about it all day long till I run out of breath But I still want to be that someone that you're with And I'm pacing by the phone 'Cause I hate

Don't act like you was there when you wasn't I know they say you crawl 'fore your walk But in my mind I already jog If I stand still I cannot get far They want the Moon, I'm on Mars Sometime my mind dives deep When I'm runnin' I don't want no free ride

Baby I'll try to love again but I know The first cut is the deepest Baby I know the first cut is the deepest When it come to loving me she's the worst But when it come to being lucky she's cursed I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears

Silence keeps clouding me Hand on my heart And I, I wish time never mattered Styling though Dissin' but got pictures with me smiling though All the things you need You still want problems though All the things I know, I still been silent though

And I'm still in love with the idea of loving you (Flux, flux) It's a state of flux, I just keep holding on I wanna know, I wanna know I know you wanted to save me It's a state of flux, but it's not enough Would you be taking me higher? Would we be

Find a girl, settle down, if you want you can marry Look at me, I am old but I'm happy Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away, I know I have to go It's not time to make a change, just relax, take it easy You're still young, that's your

I know what it is You know that you want it, baby When the night is through, will I still be loving you? Drop dead legs, pretty smile, Hurts my head, gets me wild Dig that steam, giant butt, Makes me scream, I get nuh-nuh-nothing but the shakes over you