Some black water healing some time to kill I'm doing pretty good man but I ain't lying Ten years ago I had to fly Need some hard red clay and a soft sand hill Been living my dream trying to stay alive I missed my buddies, I miss my home I ain't seen my

I just wonder Do you ever Think of me anymore I'll leave you alone for good, I promise Maybe this decision was a mistake You probably don't care what I have to say But it's been heavy on my mind for months now Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space

I'm bad and you know it Clap your hands Stomp your feet Scream out loud I'm so misunderstood But I'm trying to be good Well, I'm bad and you know it

Baby I'm addicted Is you're the only reason I'm trying But you're the drug that keeps me from dying Baby I'm a lair but all I really know I lose it all Have I told you how good It feels to be me When I'm in you I can only stay clean