So I let go, lose control Holding on to something That I know I can't control And I could not have it any other way Restless anxious is all I've known Defenseless against this This changes in my soul What was once reluctance soon becomes the will to grow

Wilderness of mirrors Where would you rather be? Anywhere but here When will the time be right? On the edge of sleep, Anytime but now I was drifting for half the night Anxious and restless, Pressed down by the darkness