For the longest time For the longest That hasn't happened for the longest time I haven't been there for the longest time And it's more than I hoped for If you said goodbye to me tonight There would still be music left to write What else could I do

It's not dark yet, but it's getting there Shadows are falling and I been here all day It's too hot to sleep and time is running away Feel like my soul has turned into steel I've still got the scars that the sun didn't let me heal There's not even room

I haven't been this scared in a long time And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful Please take me by the hand It's so cold out tonight, I'll Put blankets

I love that I hate you That I love that I hate you, I can't stop thinking about the time that you're not here It's going on without you, haven't been so bad, it's the best time of the year 'Cause I see you and I see him, you know I can't help but grin

And the night has just begun Another dawn is yet to come Carry on my little one It's time to break out from the cage It's time to change your ways It's time to find those Shattered dreams That vanished in the haze It's time to lose those

It's never enough for you I've got time to slow you down, down, down, down I've got time to slow you down, down, down, down, down Got time on my hands Tonight, why you so broken? Wanna know, wanna know, wanna know all about you Tonight, why we still

I'm still working on my masterpiece and I (Oh oh, oh ah) I still fall on my face sometimes and I Can't color inside the lines 'cause I'm perfectly incomplete I wanna hang with the greatest gotta Way to go, but it's worth the wait, no You haven't seen the

It's the first time Those are honest words Crossed out a lyric, discerned And those are honest words Otherwise I'm told waiting to choke them way down in my throat I rewrote the start, with a stab at the end I blotted out all that I've wrote Rubbed away

It's a hell of a feeling though Alright, alright, it's a hell of a feeling though Alright, alright Champagne, cocaine, gasoline And most things in between I roam the city in a shopping cart A pack of camels and a smoke alarm This night is heating up

It's amazing the amount of rejection that I see I'm lookin' forward to the girl I wanna be So I try not to waste too much time at the bathroom sink Puttin' on my makeup Puttin' off the hard stuff Hoping that it passes Fake smile and eyelashes And try not