I was down but now I can see The pain, the hurt, the misery Oh Lord, it's been a long time The death, the lies, in lies the truth All that it is, what was, ain't true Doing my best I'll try and get it next time This cross you bare I've come to carry for

And I can't wait to see the sunrise again (It's moments like this) I am what you'll never be To better what I am I stand alone and breathe again I won't stop until this is through You won't hear lies from me I dreamed that you had died I'm forever alone

'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings It's like I'm drowning at sea Hoping that you reach for me I know you're there, but I can't see I'm dying to breathe And all you do is strangle me Such a beautiful relief (Drunk off tragic endings) I got my hands on

'Cause I know he's here He's everywhere Take a look around oh and you will see That cross we bear It's in the air Lord we thank you for these gifted hands I remember the day that he came in I can't believe how long it's been Like a poet, he began to play

Lies and deceiving is what I'm believing Up to my knees so hard to breathe It helps that you aren't there Can't figure out what's the right thing for me Guess I'll have to wait and see So understanding but so far from the truth It's what I have to live

With my lightnin' bolts a glowin' Somethin' filled up My heart with nothin' Someone told me not to cry Now that I'm older My heart's colder And I can see that it's a lie Children wake up Hold your mistake up

And I, I never needed to lie Can't you see I believe in my heart when I'm saying It's love that you see Love is for giving I know I'm just livin' for you Livin' without you never could be so wrong Don't need to say it, I never waited so long Thinking

I don't know if I was dreaming And dreams aren't enough Life is so lonely I need someone to believe in Can't you see that's everything to me That's enough I, I know I'm a dreamer It's easy to see I want to be a believer

It's an illusion Can't believe what you hear Don't believe what you read Here and gone in a day Not what it seems this American dream Just drifting away After all that we've seem A complete waste of time Just a nursery rhyme

I'm out of control, My girl don't want me 'cause of my dirty laundry, And I think that she knows, With all of this money they all want something from me, It's starting to show, I'm out of control I can't lie no more, Man I can't see shit in the