It's all gone cold It's all so wrong But who am I, who am I to say? But no one wants the blame And no one wants to change There's nothing left to gain I'm gazing upward, a world I can't embrace There's only thorns and splinters, venom in my veins It's

If I see a light flashing Could this mean that I'm coming home If I see a man waving Does this mean that I'm not alone Does this mean that I'm not alone, no Can you stay up for the weekend And blame God for looking too old Can we find all that you stand

But I'm not close to perfect I'm not close to sane I'm not the one to worship And I'm not the one to blame But you made up your mind And put me on your stage Just take it all back I'm not the king of anything Can't take another second of this hell

If I could change yesterday I would take back the time I gave to you Start over and rise from the black and blue Don't say you're not to blame Don't say you're not the one to blame You dragged me through your darkness to soak up all the rain And don't

Serpent, burn in Hell Burn me alive and take my life back, I don't deserve this body Every day is another battle, and I'm tired of fighting The devil grabs my throat, and now I know that I'm not the only one to blame Years of empty bottles and broken

Over and over, over and over I fall for you I try not to So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? You make me fall for you I feel it everyday, it's all the same It brings me down, but I'm the one to blame

Slit my wrists, take away the pain Slit my throat, everyone's to blame Lost in the fields of confusion Restless nights, they're not far away I came here for something and I'm not turning back A calm piece of mind but you still hold my keys Keeping my