Every time I'm left alone My misery begins to drown me Tied by a rope of anxiety Thrown overboard As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world I refuse to see Time will always be the thing that kills me truly Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning My lungs fill up with letdown Disappointment in self and everyone Expectation died in failure Abandonment my unsavior As I'm pulled under the tides of this fast paced world I refuse to see Time will always be the thing that kills me truly Open these eyes waking from a dream feigning Absolution at the sight of your demise I know what I must do Choke Die choking on your every word Swallow every blasphemy Absolution at the sight of your demise I know what I must do Swallow every blasphemy Eat out your heart and make it bleed Tie the noose around my neck Make this life end