I was waiting for you man, right down there by the sea Where we used to meet, to share in our pain and decry misery I waited I waited I waited I swear, but when I got down to the ocean Man you were not fucking there I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand Because you I was there man you that I cared I waited for you but you never came, no you never came And now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame I wanted to hear it, I wanted to know I've been grieving so much with each passing day But I'm angry and hurt and I hate you all the same I just wish that you spoke up and held out your hand Because you know I was there man you know that I cared I waited for you but you never came, no you never came And now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame I know now you hated life even more with each breath I know now that you did not have any fight left To know you were grieving with each passing day I know you were grieving with each passing day And to know most of all you did not want to say And I know most of all you did not want to stay And you know you were grieving with each passing day I waited for you but you never came no you never came And now that you're gone I feel I'm to blame yeah I feel I'm to blame Did I never listen did I never show, did I never show 'Cause I wanted to hear I wanted to hear it I wanted to know