We got that bad love, but it taste like medicine I never had love, so I learned to settle quick I guess I never thought I'd have to choose Between paradise and you I still creep on your 'Gram, oh See you with you and your man, oh And I scroll and see the pictures you deleted Like the history ain't happen long as we cannot see it Getting back is insanity and we repeat it Mama said we need counseling But I can't reason with the terrorists Oh, this is embarrassing You ain't Cinderella, ain't no pumpkin turning into fuckin' carriages You create a narrative, people ask me, "Where's she been?" Send her back and now she's living back out at her parent's crib Fight, break up, we fuck, we fight, break up, you know the deal Vent to friends and tell them, "It's the last time, I'm for real" You text me, then the next thing you know, I'm behind the wheel Pull up, you in the backseat thinking this will help us heal There's no use for you texting my phone Got FOMO the minute I walked to the door Can't get in the gate because I changed the code Now you can toast to the love we don't make anymore We got that bad love, but it taste like medicine I never had love, so I learned to settle quick I guess I never thought I'd have to choose Between paradise and you And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah Now I'm free I'm back on the "Why didn't you text me? Back on the "Shit, I was busy" Back to us raising our voices Back on that nobody's listening Back to those horrible choices Back on you moving back home 'Cause I would rather live in Hell than get comfortable sleeping alone Back to that lying deception, back to the self-will Back on that "Well, she don't do it and I know that somebody else will" You cheated, I cheated, you cheated, I cheated, I mean it Please, Father, forgive us The dirt that you've done and the secrets that we swept Up under the rug that are gonna die with us And I should've cut the ties so many times That I finally gave up on the scissors We are both sinners if we both lie to ourselves That is just selfish, that isn't commitment I try to hold it in, I try to hold it in Numb to it all and ignoring it I'm just searching where the closure is Going in circles, not noticing But in my heart, I know I'm not over it We got that bad love, but it taste like medicine I never had love, so I learned to settle quick I guess I never thought I'd have to choose Between paradise and you And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah I'm free, yeah, now I'm free, yeah Now I'm free