I admit it, what's to say I'll relive it, without pain Backstreet lover on the side Of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a .16 gauge buried under my clothes, I play Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Oh try and mimic, what's insane I am in it, where do I stand? Indian summer I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat I got my hand in my pocket so determined discreet, I pray Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Once upon a time I could control myself Once upon a time I could lose myself Once upon a time I could love myself Once upon a time I could love you Once Once Once Once Once Once Yeah yeah yeah yeah