Oh my god, Ronny Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard Life’s been getting to me, I just started smoking squares (I'm stressed) But they ain't getting in my circle dawg, we still prepared (for real) I'm still dealing with some demons that ain't really there Grew up a screw up, pierced my ear and dyed my fucking hair In 7th grade, I didn't even have a bed, I had to share (for real) The fuck you think I go so hard for, I got out of there (I'm gone) Have you ever had somebody try to take your life? (huh?) Sometimes, I ain't safe from myself when I stay up at night Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard Look, I promised myself I ain't never going home (not at all) 9 years old, my momma left me in the cold (god damn) Ayy, what do you think that type of shit do to your soul? Found someone that finally loved me Still I treat her like a hoe (that shit is fucked up) Damn, it be the shit that don't know (they don't know) I only smile in public just for show I know they tried to warn me 'bout my ghost You know them kids be with the yay and now them kids be seeing ghosts Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night Huh, yeah, ayy Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night It appears the mark of a human being For our demons, god save us Them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard Lately, I’ve been having crazy thoughts (yeah) The way I’m living, shit get crazy dark Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why) And you know I'm tryna change, but it’s very hard