I've filled my veins with poison And silenced my voice just to take another breath I've broken my vows to you a thousand times before I'm losing myself, sit back and watch me die How can I say that I'm scared of death When I spend each day sprinting towards my eternal grave Every move that I make, every step that I take, crawling to my eternity These words are my plea Show yourself and rescue me Kill the pain, from the curse of myself Kill the pain, show me the way back home Kill the pain, guide me back to you Guide me back to you I've let these demons bleed me dry (hollow and cold, lost and alone) Screaming these words to the sky Kill the hate within me When I'm at my darkest I crave for light But when your hand reaches out, I abandon you Begging for death with every breath that I take Pull me from my self made shallow grave