There's nothing left now that doesn't come from suffering Victims of time, were defined by our history Forever lost, and now I don't know who the fuck I have become Where has my life gone? I'm holding on to a life, I'll never get back It's too hard to let go I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks Trying not to derail Nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore Chasing something that's behind me When will I be set free? So what is left of this life that's in front of me? Is there a future when you only see in memories? When every loss, every beauty just reminds you of the past How can you just let go? I'm holding on to a life, I'll never get back It's too hard to let go I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks Trying not to derail Nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore Chasing something that's behind me When will I be set free? Broken promises left to mend Burning the candle at both ends No light to find my way back home But I don't know where "home" is anymore The sinking ship has washed ashore This misery has got to end What's done is done The past is a strange place Look, look at me now, just a fool with everything, but yet I'm still so hollow Look, look at us now, no lights just struggling to find our way back home I'm holding on to a life, I'll never get back It's too hard to let go I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks Trying not to derail Nothing is like it was before I know not who I am anymore Chasing something that's behind me When will I be set free? Broken promises left to mend Burning the candle at both ends No light to find my way back home 'Cause I don't know where "home" is And without you, I'm hopeless